Since I’m feeling a little better and a little stronger from all encouragements I got from my friends on Tumblr, I’ll just answer this one to get it out of the way. And to get things straight.
First of all, let me make it clear. I never claim Cloud as my husband. NEVER. If my text posts and RPs are giving off that idea, I’m sorry about that.
The one and only Cloud I ever claimed mine is Enjeru!Cloud. Enjeru is one of my best friends who is willing to roleplay as Cloud for me. That’s one and only Cloud I could and would ever claimed mine. And even so, I never said he’s my husband. For me, Cloud is a character I really love and a figure I admire, similar to Zack. So I can’t bring myself to call him my husband. I usually call him as my ‘hero’ or my ‘Light’ as I put in one of the links on my blog.
I don’t own Cloud, and I never would claim that he’s my husband, really. I know he’s RPG game hero, and yes I am aware he has his own pairing. I’m a Cloti shipper myself (no offense to any Clerith shippers out there.) So yeah, if anything, I’m sorry for giving you the wrong idea. I’m not that arrogant as to claim one of the most popular Final Fantasy characters as my ‘husband’. Just so we’re clear on that.
So I’ll say it again. I never claim Cloud as my husband. The one and only Cloud I would ever claimed mine is Enjeru!Cloud, reservedhero. I fell madly inlove with her Cloud, and that chocobo-head is the only Cloud I would claim mine.